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Episode 3, the triangle. lub dub;the music’s here. dub lub;its time to enjoy

these are random scribblings. these are not for you to analyse, these are for you to observe , the musings of a human. just a human.

One of the more famous questions I’ve always pondered over, is that of lines.

If I draw a line here, does it mean that I can cross it? Are you posing a challenge to me? Or, does it mean, I must back off. When can I stand on the line and enjoy both worlds, the serendipity of life?

I am not a science man, I know that. I am neither an artist in any sense. I do well in my Maths, Sciences and all, yes. But, I also love to dance , I love to slap the bass, play the guitar, and sing to myself. I love the music scene. Photography is a fire burning in me. So , talent or passion?

Episode 3- The Triangle.

i am a happy man. i enjoy my place in life. but, a part of me is that i need to emote . i used to have a friend who i could talk about anything to, its sad that ive pushed her away. i thought she pushed me away, but the more i think about it, i have no constant but change. it is perhaps that which is my angel and demon. that i cannot commit.

my friends know i will never wed, i will never go long term. not unless, my key is fixed. i am the lone bear, the man people go to for their help. brotherbear can mean so many things. people ask why brotherbear. here they are

1. a departing from the viper . the black viper was fun while it lasted. but in sji. only in sji, somethings can be done
2. the brotherbear is a misnomer. he is a brother to all, but he can be so much more to those who decide to either challenge or embrace him.
3. the bear has his violent and gentle side. he has his adventure, but he requires his soliloquy.
4. who doesn’t love a good nickname right?

i blogged a few months ago about some of my favourite quotes from books i’ve read so far. in my next post , ill post some of my all time favourite lyrics. The Archives will be in the post after that.

oh btw , all the updates if youre stalking me.

I went to ACSI , loved it there, got into RJ, took some time to get back into the whole new boy mood, got into National Youth Council, joining Ventures, trying out for Field and Gavel. Loves his OG and class. Lots of stuff happening in The Network, ilovelife inc. and Art of Change is on indefinite hiatus. etc. etc.

ciao.

voices of the Gemini conscience

moniker, a name but not a name

just like johnny fairplay, it shares a game

brobear, romeo, the viper are one and the same

it has its own little way of hiding its shame

a thousand islands cry, a few whimper by

as my mind wanders for the silent sky

a quest for eternity, an ant in the zoo

its candid how im  nowhere close to you

how did i get here, i need to figure out

i need to explore the possibilities, pronto

the triangle of affection, too many times i’ve been in

sometimes i believe PUAs the only way to for a returning.

these responsibilities i understand, i accept, i nod

i will do the best, that all is foretold

but limits and boundaries, my demons inside

my inner desires, my loves, my abides

can a man love without hurting?

can a man believe without disbelieving?

can a man remain loyal without deceiving?

can a man dream of without realizing?

a week more shall pass, evolution is in place

omega is gone, its time for a new set of stairs.

boom boom , watch out

brotherbear’s coming     and it’s gonna be loud

the subways and the hidden immunity idol

Let’s watch a fave video of mine first,

Best part is, I CAN UNDERSTAND THE GERMAN THEY’RE SPEAKING IN!

Haha, yup, I took up German in the Hols at Goethe Institut, and I’ve gotta say,It’s been an awesome class because of how nicely its structured. Early morning wake up calls were but a chore I guess. Anyway, met some interesting people there, haha. I guess language classes are the best places to meet people from all walks of life.

BY THE WAY, HAS ANYONE WATCHED SURVIVOR RECENTLY? God, I want Russell to win. but according to the spoilers on the net, he gets no votes at all! Doesn’t anyone respect the game he’s playing so effectively. Sigh, I guess, he can still win the Best Player prize tonight. you rock on Russell, you evil imp.

Life’s going good, signed up for this Expo gig with John Little in January. Eh, you know the time that leads up to your results, you keep getting more and more worried about them. Scary sia. I try to block them out, but it keeps haunting me. Guess, that’s where God comes in huh?

Speaking of that, I’m enlisting in the church youth group again. Sigh, this is like my 5th youth group in 2 years. It’s not  that I don’t like youth groups, its just that I hate joining and leaving again, since our family is so inclined to getting irritated by the slightest discomfort. They assure me this is permanent. Let’s see. Covenant Community Methodist Church at the MGS campus, that’s where it is. Yes, a lot of them are ACJC , ACSI, MGS peeps, but I have my fair share of friends there…:p

Wahlao, the bench presses are increasing the width of my chest like crazy, and I can finally hit 100 pushups nonstop. Running 5 clicks per day. Operation Omega is on the way.. Even if I don’t hit my goal by Jan, I’m happy to know that I’m finally living strong.

I need to import new songs into my new Toshiba Satellite Laptop, SO ALL MY PEEPS WHO HAVE THE HEART TO LEND ME UR CDS TO RIP, SMS ME! ID BE INDEBTED TO YOU! all my pictures from my old my laptop are a gone case I guess.

Yes, all >100 albums of them.

And I guess, it’s apt for a fresh new start in JC.

VJC, I hope.

Party after Party, man these hols were whacked. Fresh stuff.

I’ll blog about Christmas soon, but as I always love to do, here’s a continuation to the short story I worked on dealing with DID.

The Archives

For those who have not read Chapter 1, click here

For those who have not read Chapter 2,click here

Chapter 3

Jimmy White would be a Casanova, a true bonafide lover. He would walk the streets with confidence, stroking the metal railings, allowing himself to fit in the scenery as a natural charmer. He would smile, his teeth glistening with the light jumping off it, and cause women to laugh in admiration and fear of failure to capture him.

Gah, that’s not me. Jimmy’s eyes strained to concertrate

Keep writing, the voice shouted.

Who the hell are you? , Jimmy hissed.

He strode up and down the room. Wait. He might as well continue.

As he walked towards the computer he felt a sudden revolt, a creature crawling out of him. Wringing in pain, Jimmy’s world shook. On the floor now, he crawled towards the toilet. Must have been Mr K.

It’s your turn , Jimmy.

The words repeated as he clambered onto the sink to look at himself in the mirror. He saw his face, and then there was no more.

11 June 1998

Aunty Nancy! You’re back!

The petite figure strutted into the dilapidated building , smoking her cigar and clutching onto her purse.

Yes, child, now pack up your clothes, She struggled to utter.

That’s Aunty Nancy, Jimmy sighed. So impersonal, cold and there. A hotel she was taking him to. He had never been to one of those, his dad said they were full of scumbags.

But he was more of a scumbag than anyone else. He would always bring him women whenever Mom was working out night. He would fog the house with his weed. Dad, he sighed. More than anything, awkwardly, he wanted to be the perfect son to his Dad, the son who didn’t always turn out to be ” a lousy piece of crack from the whore infested streets of Chiang Mai” .

He caressed his mattress. He would miss this place. He didn’t understand why Mom had asked Aunty to take over. Perhaps it was because he wasn’t good enough a son, or maybe it’s just because she was in no state to have a son, always with her sharp tongue and drunken eyes.

It was a joke amongst the neighbourhood, that if anyone saw Madame Duku sober, she probably had won the lottery. Trevor would always make fun of his family.

Trevor, he had to see Trevor again before he left.

Can I go see Trevor before we leave, Jimmy asked cautiously.

He didn’t understand what happened next, expect that it was a sharp stinging pain. A flat outright blow to the cheek.

We are running out of time and you want to visit your dirt friends? Come on, I can’t believe I’m lowering myself to do this., Aunty Nancy hushed.

Tears in the back of his eyes, Jimmy scampered into the auto. His aunt was still taking stuff from the hut.

And that’s when he knew he had to do it, he opened the door once again and hit the gravel . It was time to make things right.

this ain’t a song for the broken hearted

Welcome back , Rovik!

It’s time to get back to my normal life again. It’s been a while since I blogged actually.

I’m sure you’re earnest on updates on my life so far, so here.

O Levels were better than expected. I hope to God I can get 8 A1s, with 4 points to go VJC. Only paper I’m spooked about is my Combined Humanities. Even retaking Tamil seemed like a smart option in retrospect.

Graduation Night 2009 was awesome. I quote from Kunal,  ”SJI’s hall was as good as a 7 star hotel.” I imagine its that fighting spirit of Josephians. Don’t give us a hotel? We’ll make due, but we’ll make sure that we make it just as good. Organizing Committee really pulled through. I got goosebumps when we all wore our suits and shirts, the future could be envisioned.

Here’s the video to all who wanted to see.

Tribute to the Legends from Rovik Robert on Vimeo.

Just click on the link.

Songs are :

1. Gotta be Somebody by Nickelback
2. We are Golden by Mika
3. Just Haven’t Met You Yet by Michael Buble
4. It’s a New Day by will.i.am
5. Pictures of You by The Last Goodnight
6. End of the Story by The Fray

Chief Commissioner Award Ceremony this Saturday. Can’t wait to get it done and over with actually. Following Shannon for his Venture Chord Hike next week with Santhosh. 90KM HERE I COME AGAIN.

Operation Omega is in good flow. Running 5km daily. Gonna slowly progress up.

Art of Change is getting back in gear, Look out for Creative Geniuses soon.

So that’s good for now. I’ll be writing in you more frequently, blog.

Cheers,

Rovik

Indo Chinese Cuisine and the Chaos Theory

Out of a sudden whim to practice and indulge in creative writing, I now sit here blogging in an urgent desire to prevent my blog from spiraling into  obsolescence. Perhaps, it is my time engrossed in comprehensions and analysis of previous products, that I am motivated to challenge myself to complete an actual productive piece, akin to my aplomb nature.  I am aware of the possible sardonic comments that I am to receive, of the insanity that I display typing here instead of obsessing over  scoring a clean distinction in my O Level Examinations.

In another dimension, I’d rather spend my time sleeping.

Adieu

Omega

Definition : : the extreme or final part

So today I went to Victoria Junior College, and I have decided to go there no matter what. It officially initiates Operation Omega, something I have been planning for a long time. In the vivacious world of an aspiring innovator, struggling to find the story of his life, I made myself into what people would call, a class storybook character.

Now, I initiate my final plan – Operation Omega. I realise i cannot live in JC, the way i am now. It was useful in getting by Secondary School, but Operation Omega needs to get started today

Operation Omega

1) Lose 30 kg by February 2010. By Hook or By Crook. This weight I put on purpose, needs to go.

2) Skill Development – Guitar/ Photography

3) Muscle Toning – Benchpresses / Curls/ Dips/ Squats/ Bridges

4) Academic Spurt – haha, I haven’t touched my inner skill in a while. let’s go rovik.

5) Confidence Regain – Not at the expense of humility, but I realise I have been tormented to the point of forgetting my confidence.

Operation Omega has initiated and will be completed by February 2010. You ready to be flipped?

Teenage Philosophy

I’m taking a break from my hectic study schedule to update this blog.

So, Prelims weren’t as bad as I expected. 7 points, english pulled me down. Kinda ironic because I always thought essays were supposed to be creative. However, when the teacher’s don’t give read the essay once thoroughly before editing, it gets really annoying when she spams ???? marks on major plot twists that sum up later on. Eventually she comments, that I should be more simple in plot.

Sigh, in retrospect, it was kinda foolish of me to expect anything less of an Education system. No offence to them, of course. It’s difficult catering to the need of every individual, but its vexatious struggling against the common order.  Breakthrough. That’s the motto of ilovelife inc.

ilovelife inc.
inspired by Virgin inc.

ilovelife inc. is a variety management company.

First step – Breaking through the music scene.
Second – Magazine Publications

Look out for the future.

I can just imagine it. You’re driving past on the road, and you see on a giant billboard.

ilovelife inc.

Your Breakthrough.

By the way, I’m still supposed to do up one more affirmation page for my juniors, seniors and peeps. So look out for that after the O’s.

Life has changed much for me. Teenage Philosophy.

Perhaps its this stage of life that determines how we live the rest of our lives. Then again every decision we make later on counts as well.

Teenage Philosophy. Interesting ain’t it. I was thinking of drawing up a list of rules I think teens blindly follow, but hey, I’m still exploring right? Some rules are good to blindly follow , like Freaking Study for you Major Exams. Others are just dumb, like – Relationships are so cool.

4 years into adolescence and I’m still having fun. We’re all trying to find our inner selves. Frankly, I haven’t found my inner Rovik. But hey, I’ve still got a bit more time. Teenage philosophy dictates that we have to excel, to push now, or never live again.  I agree. You gotta accelerate now to enjoy the wind in your face later.

People have this unspoken belief that trends are there to be followed. Come on, its the 21st century. The trend is creating trends.  You know I’m sick of tired sitting and watching the news everyday, listening to radio DJs blabber about current events as if its gonna make us laugh at the poetic justice.  I don’t mind being a radical, ladies and gentlemen. If I’m gonna change the world, then I’m gonna start soon and start hard.

Politicians simply talk about the long term. Yes, long term plans are forward minded. They’re cool headed. Don’t get worked up Rovik, they say. Well ya, has anyone thought that if maybe each country adopted an African nation, humble a bit, then things could work smoothly. I bet its been attempted before. But don’t give up for pete’s sake! Sigh, Teenage Philosophy.

Relationships are tiresome. Yes, men and women of the world. Love is a hard nut to crack. How do you love someone you don’t love? How do you finally understand that she’s not just friends, but testing the waters? How do you manage 3 of them at once? I’m even getting tired of this casanovic lifestyle.  If anyone heard the last phrase, everyone’s gonna go “I told you so” Yes people, I realise being a player has its limitations, cos its inevitable to have to face the trauma of actually liking someone, and then having to leave them.

I should compile a list of rules I follow to ensure no repeats happen. Help the guys out there eh. Hahaha, just kidding bros.

I think that I should go
Something's telling me to leave
But I won't
'Cause I'm damned if I do ya

The only thing you can always fall back on , is God, Family and Friends. GFF for life man. ilovelife inc, is gonna change the world. Just you wait.

I need to find something to connect all my social networking sites. Too many to update. I’m gonna try my hand at constructing amateurish quotes I encounter every day, real life ones, that stay in my life.

Quote of the day : We’re all too numb to feel the pain of others, and actually scream in agony at the evil  that is the cause. You ever been poor? You ever been hit by an earthquake? You still watching tele and not doing anything about it? Numb sods.

ilovelife inc.

It’s Time (SJI Secondary 4s ‘09)

For my Introductory Post and Post on Scouts , go to http://wp.me/pxeIP-15

For my post on my Class, 432 ‘ 09, go to http://wp.me/pxeIP-1a

To My Friends:

Alex Mark Lee : Hey Buff! Haha, its been awesome knowing you for so long. I always enjoy taking the bus back home with you and talking about life, girls and lame jokes. Quite honestly, you’re one of my closer friends, and I really appreciate all you’ve done for me. Thanks for your broship man!

Brij – Man, have we racked up one adventure after another. We’ve really been through a lot together and we’ve had our fair shares of ups and downs with each other , but bro, I just want you to know I wouldn’t change a single thing. I’m honoured to be your friend, and I just wanted you to know that I’ll always have your back just like all friends do. I still remember you wrote on the affirmation saying : Let’s make 2009 a sexy one! Looking at how far we’ve come, I think we’re almost there. Thanks for your Bro-ship man!

Cleon – Hey Bro! Haha, listen, you may not know it, but it’s been great being your friend! Just being around you makes me smile and wake up from whatever stress or confusion I may be in. Dude, you got a comedy streak going on, just gotta channel it away from race a bit. Anyways, I realise you are really a friend I can count on to something you believe in, so thanks for your broship man!

Derek Tay – Woots, respect for your videography skills man! Haha, its been great knowing you so long bro. Keep up your positive and insoucious spirit man. Keep yourself intransingent to the calamities of this world and keep on smiling. Its one of your more remarkable traits. Anyways, thanks for being a constant companion this year, especially I used to Bboy a bit, haha. Good luck for the O’s!

Edwin Luke Wee – Hey Bro! Haha, you know being with you since Peer Support has been really rich for me cos I’ve learnt so much from you. You remain so natural yet cool at the same time, its amazing how you balance your life. And its from that that I draw my motivation to live life cool-ly :p. Thanks for being an awesome friend to chat with and indulge in MANGOSSIP with . haha

Bryan David – You know, knowing that you neither have Facebook now would read my blog might make me want to roll over your name, but I can’t , I just can’t omit your name from my affirmations, simply because of how amazing a friend and a person you are. Thanks for being the voice of common sense and wisdom in my years here , and for being you! Love ya man!

Emu – Thanks Emu, for being a good friend all thse 4 years. You know, I still remember you were the bugger who persuaded me to join debate, but you know, I never really got around to thank you. Working with you has truly been fun and exciting and I’ve enjoyed every second of it. Thanks for being a great bro!

Glen Koh – GLEEEEEEN! Haha ever since Peer Support, I’ve always had a sense of comfort chatting with you simply because we share so many experience. Thanks for always having an open mind and open ear and for opening up to me. Man, its been a crazy year but we got through it eh? Keep on smiling, my brother.

Isaac Ng – Isaac my bro, haha , you know I first talked to you on Facebook. Weird eh? All the same, i’m glad we did meet up anyways, because having you as a friend has been really enjoyable for me. Thanks for always smiling and staying zany about things, and for being such  a pal. You really will go far in life man. Thanks for your broship!

Jason Cheong – Hey Scott! I never fail to be happy and smiling when I’m talking to you, and it really means a lot that you are always there to have a morning chat with. Perhaps when we grow up, we can catch a drink or something, it’d be almost the same. Working with you has been another enriching experience after another.. Thanks for your Broship man!

Alvan – Alvan !!! Haha, you know whenever I put something up on Facebook, I can always be certain you would share your opinion on the matter or give some humourous advice. Thanks for being such a nice person, and an awesome friend. Rock on man!

Chitty – Chitty! Dude, you know, I still need to pay you back for those rides to PCK’s house. Haha, thanks for being such an awesome friend and for being a great person to have a chat with or to laugh over a joke with. i really am proud ot be your bud. Bros for Life man!

Jon Tye – Chindie! Tamil has never been boring with you and the rest of the gang around. You’re a damn good person to hang out with and I really appreciate all the years we’ve survived together. Thanks for being my bro man!

Kester – SEE! I told you that I’d write you one right? And its not just for show as well. You’re deep man. You might not know this but I do read up on your Facebook updates, and though sometimes they’re too deep for me, others make me really think. Anyways,  its been great knowing you this far. Dope Bboying skills man. you got real talent there, talent i know i can never reach the altitude of. Stay Cool!

Kannan – CHIDAMBRAM! Haha, its been an awesome time knowing you so far man. Talking to you is so comfortable for me cos we can share so much and talk about anything bro. On top of that, after every convo with you, I go home thinking about new ideas and innovations. Thanks for being you man!

Karthik – Eh Karthik! Haha, man, knowing you has been a real adventure. I will never forget your motivation for me to keep gym-ing and adding those muscles. Haha, I’m still working on it, but I know you helped get up. Yupp, you’re a real good bro . Thanks for being there man!

Kelmond – MY MOST FAVOURITEST SJ! Haha, Kelmond, I love being around you man. Thanks for being such an open and sublime person. I still remember you spending the night before my birthday helping me count down. That’s real friendship man. Thanks for being my bro always!

Kenneth Liaw – EH KENNETH! MY MAN! Thanks for being such an awesome person man! LLTC with you was real rich , talking to you. Beyond that, we still stuck together and I enjoy all those nonsensical stuff we throw at each other’s blogs and Twitter. Haha stay cool bro!

Kunal – Kunal! Haha, you know I really admire your stability and coolness in all situations. Makes me regret being so caprcious and random sometimes, but to each his own eh? Anyways, thanks for being a friend I can lean on, and for always smiling bro! Anytime, I’ll be there for you too! Thanks for your Broship!

Jing Han – EH JINGHAN SIOL! Haha, its been real fun being around you man!  You might not know it but your small random actions everyday keep me alert and happy I got friends who are so free and comfortable around me. Thanks for being such a nice guy as well. Bros for Life man!

Lucian – Haha my BigChineseBro! 4 years with you has been a real joy bro! I will never forget all those times we have our random conversations or sudden attacks on each other. Don’t change one bit man, youre great just like that! Stay cool Luci!

Mahdi – Bro! Haha, it’s been kinda our catchphrase, but 10 years together man! Anyways, stay cool the way you are man! You’ve helped me out so many times, I really do owe it to you. Thanks for being such a dependable and comfortable friend! 2009 is gonna be one heck of a farewell if we do move away after this, but all the same, I’m real proud to be your friend. Thanks for your Bro-ship!

Max – Alright, i’ll try to give this to the MAX! haha, thanks for always smiling man! You know you’ve been always a person of innocence to me, well except for the latest episode with graduation, but I  always look up to you in terms of keeping yourself of control of your principles and body. Thanks for being such a easy friend to ccnverse with. Stay cool man!

Melvyn- MELVYN! Haha, man, thanks for being such a random and active character in my life. I always love the way you balance your work and fun, you keep me in wonder on how you get the best of both worlds. Anyways, I will never forget the Orientation Camp Episode, where you were a real help man. Never got around to saying it, but Thanks a lot man! Stay cool, and stay sexy!

MO – HAHAHAHAHAHA! I hope that summarises all the stuff we’ve been through, cos being around you has really put the smile on my face. I’m really glad we met each other man, cos talking with you and doing stuff with you is a new adventure altogether. I really treasure our friendship! Thanks for being my bro!

Omar - UMAR! Haha, you know, I remember you were such a pesk in Sec 1. But dude, I’m real honoured to be your friend now, cos you’ve been such a blessing to me. I really enjoy talking to you, hanging around with you or even playing a game of soccer with you. You, my friend, are one heck of a nice guy. Reading your blog opened my eyes to the great person you are. Thanks for being my bro man! FIG

Sufi – SUFI! My Clementi Bro! Haha, dude remember that weird time in Sec 1/Sec 2? We were real competitive around each other. Haha but right now , I can only remember the good times we’ve all shared with each other.  Thanks for always being such a positive and upbeat person to talk with.  I know you’ll be a great person when you grow up man! haha thanks for being my bro!

Myles – CAMPFIRE EMCEE! Man, I love you brother! You’re sucha naturally fun and awesome person, I don’t think I would have gotten around SJI without getting to know you. Thanks for being so open and easy to talk to, and for being a fun person to hang around with. I’m really honoured to be your friend bro. Bros for Life!

Kay Guan – EH MR POLICEMAN! Haha, bro, its been fun knowing you so long. You’re really a great person to talk to about anything and everything. Don’t change one bit about yourself man. Thanks for always letting me crash at your place as well, haha and playing your PS! Stay sexy bro!

Nick Fung - RSM! Haha, 4 years together, and I still have trouble understanding you. But I guess that’s the fun part about getting to know you. Always full of energy and always ready to lend a hand, thanks for being there for me, especially during AP bro. Stay sexy and stay cool!

Russell Quek – My Fellow Casanova! Man, those SS Lessons have been real entertaining with you bro. Haha, thanks for being such an easygoing and crazy friend! We’ll grow up and get our chicks eh man? Stay sexy!

Ryan Cheng – Hey Man! Haha, you’re such a great guy to be around with! I always enjoy our convos and hanging around with you! You’re  a real inspiration for me cos a man your size can do so many pull ups. Keep up the spirit bro, it will take you far. Thanks for your broship!

Samuel Devaraj – Dude, shave your beard! Haha, man, getting to know you has been a real privelege cos I really enjoy talking to you about random stuff. You got a knack for music so you’re cool by my books haha. Anyways, thanks for being such a fun guy and for never failing to keep it upbeat. Bros .

Shaan – I Shaan’t make this cliched , hahaha. Bro, its been really awesome hanging around with you man. You’re so natural and sincere around people, I’m real glad to have you as my bro. Thanks for those crazy convos we’ve had and for never failing to keep it fresh. We’ve gone through loads together, so we have memories to share man. Thanks for the broship!

Sooreth – SOOOOOOOOOOORETH! Haha, you know I cover my balls whenever I’m around you cos I’m scared of you, but that’s what makes you such a great person I guess. You’re really crazy and fun to be around with, and you know when to keep it real and when to let it go. Thanks for being such an awesome friend!

Syafiq – Fique ! Haha, you know, you deserve an affirmation just for being a constant and cool friend all these years! It’s been real great knowing you so long and I really am proud to be one of your homies! Anyways, you never fail to keep it real and I appreciate that. Stick it high bro!

Syazwan- haaaaaaaanif! Dude, you’re hands down one of my closest friends in SJI. You’ve had my back for so many things, I really do owe a lot to you. Best part is that you do it so sincerely and naturally, I am honoured to be your friend. Thanks for being such an awesome buddy and talking about almost everything there is to talk about. We’ve had some weird experience together I know, but its all worthwhile. Thanks for the memories and the broship!

Tej Singh - TEJANI! Haha, dude, we’ve really had our fair share of advenure with Prefects, Studies, Debate, Chicks and the list goes on. It’s been a real awesome time so far, and I jsut want it to go on. The convos we have are real special and I am really happy to be your bro. Broes before Hoes always man. Thanks for keeping it real with me! Bros for life.

Tim Oen – OEEEEEEEEN! Haha, thanks for being such an awesome guy man! Its been fun hanging out with you so long, doing all kinds of stuff and talking about everything. I really appreciate all you’ve done for me, and am more than proud to call you my friend! Bros for life man!

Tsao Tsing – WASSUP my brudda from another mudda, Haha its been an awesome time knowing you ever since our trip to Harvard, except of course when I had to keep chasing you to meet Mrs Kwok.  All the same, I had loads of fun during and after the trip . Thanks for being such an awesome person to talk to and to randomly poke . Stay cool sexy!

Wei Xuan – WEIXUAN! Haha,, dude, i think its fair to say I’ve been through loads of stuff with you. Ever since the BBQ for our class all the way to the Graduation of right now, I think our partnership is really a productive one. You always are sincere, and that makes you special. Thanks for being such an awesome friend man!

Yamani - SMART MATT! Haha, dude we’ve been through a lot together and I really look back with laughter at all the memories we’ve had. Thanks for being such an awesome buddy and for always taking up my nonsense! Haha you’re cool like ice cold and a real great person to look to in need. I enjoy the adventures we’ve had man, the cemetry, the PSF Red Bulls, the constant school drama. You’re a true bro for life .

Tung Yun – MAAAAAAAAAAAN! YOURE ONE CRAZY BRUDDA! Haha, i love hanging around with you man. you’re always such an upbeat and comical character, its no wonder youre such an awesome friend. i really do appreciate our friendship and want you to know that you can really rock it bro! stay sexy!

Zachary Koh – Zach! Thanks for being such an awesome friend all these while, especially during AP . It’s awesome having a chat with you and hanging aaround. Keep on smiling bro, no matter what. Thanks for being there for me, and I’ll try to be there for you! Stay sexy man!

To all my other friends!

Aaron, Haqqim, Anselm, Benji, Bryan Lee, Francis Goh, Gabriel Seow, Jerome Dass, Tim Choo, Jerome Teo, Zeus, Kenneth Goh, ChengYu, ZeJie

You know we used to be real hostile last time, and we hit a rough patch, but I’m glad we resolved everything because getting to know you guys has made me understand what it really means to have close friends. You guys stick it through the end, and are the perfect example of friends to anyone else. Thanks for forgiving me, in a sense, and for giving me a great time.

Abrar, Aloysious, Ashraff, Brandon Chang, Brian Ng, Suman, Bryan Ong, TianKai, Te Wan, Wei Jin, Hung, Daniel Seow, Dylan, Eugene, Ezra, Galen, Gary Teo, Gerald Gwee, Wei Liang, Samuel Tay, Goutham , Hafiz, Ho Kin, Howard, Ian Hwang, Ian Low, Jamal, Jeremiah Li, Jeremy Ng, Jeryl, Jeston, Jia Yang, Joe Lim, Joel low, Joey, John Lau, Ryan D.C. John Paul, Jon Chan, Jon Ang, Jon Saw, Jordan, Keith Fern, Keith Lim, Kelvin Lim, Kennard, Leonard, Oliver, Leonard Song, Jon Saw, Li Xu, Wei Hao, Lu Han, Luke Tan, Matt Sng, Xin Yang, Roy, Ryan Chee, Sufyyan, Wei Yen, Weiliang, Wen jian, Terry, Vincent Ho, Viren, Wallace, Wei Hsen, Yogi, Yustyn

YOU GUYS ROCK! I used to think I was very small, but looking at the amount of friends I have and the fact that I’ve had something to remember each of you by in such a precious way makes me wanna shout cos I’m glad I got to know you guys. Friends mean the world to me, and having you guys as my friends is the best I could ever ask for. Thanks for being my bros!

To the teachers who don’t really teach me but have such an influence in my life my 4 years,

Mr Sirhan, Mr Johnson, Mr Rosnye, Mr Chan, Mr Jude Tan, Mr Jeremy Liew, Mr Lam, Mrs Goh, Mr Ang, Brother Michael, Mr Wong, Mr Soo, Mrs Vastel, Mrs J., Ms Anita, Ms Tan Sia Hui, Mrs Kwok, Mr Sim, Mrs Kumuda, Mr Zurkeflee, Mrs Chuang, Mr Lui, Mrs Ang, Mr Tahir, Mr Arul, Mr Nathan, Mr Tan Too Yong, Mdm Rahimah, Mrs Periasamy, Ms Teresa Lim, Mr Ingham, Mr Lim Meng Chye, Mr Ghazali,

Though you don’t teach me , maybe once for some,  I always see the concern you have and I really appreciate all the time, commitment and fun you have to share. I take my thanksgiving very sincerely and would like you to know that I really am grateful and glad that I am in SJI, because everyone here is so selfless and community minded.

Joining the batch of 2009 SJI has beenthe greatest thing in my life so far. I’ve made so many friends in my batch, I really am glad to know so many people, and each one at a deeper level and just casually. Thansk for making my day guys!

To my Juniors, Seniors, and friends from other School, Look out for Part 4:D

It’s Time (432 ‘ 09)

Alright, so this is the Thanksgiving Post for my all my bros in the Secondary 4 Level of 2009.  We’re a real special batch, I’m certain of that. I’ve hardly seen a level where everyone knows each other and all our lives are so interconnected.

432 is a real special bunch of bros. I think I will never regret joining this class. It’s one fo the best experiences I’ve had

For my General and Scouts Affirmations, please go to http://wp.me/pxeIP-15

To My Friends in 432:

Nicholas Tan Aum Yeo  - Chairman! Man, ever since ACE Camp, I’ve always had a certain respect for you, because no matter what, you always seem to maintain focus on you goals and ambitions. Being your friend is really special to me because I learn so much from you and I just want you to know that no matter of how much a nuisance I may have been, working with you was one of the best experiences I’ve had in SJI. From ACE Camp, to Harvard to planning all sorts of events in SJI together, we do have so much to recollect on, and if there’s one thing we both know, we’re getting less numb to the world each day. Real proud to be your friend man, Thanks!

Akira Tan - Hey bro, you know I only got to know you since last year, but working with you in Peer Support and in so many other events has made me appreciate our friendship all the more. Thanks for always having my back, and for never failing to have a smile on your face. It’s going to be a rush to the finish line, as we graduate and move to our O Levels, but it’s important to me that you know that I am eternally grateful for the stuff that we share. Haha, I have to pay you back someday, so if you need a favour, just ask me and I’ll try my best. Thanks for being my bro, man!

Martin Lew – Hey Martin! Haha, dude, we share so many inside jokes, its impossible for us to ever move apart. Thanks for being such a positive and motivational friend! I know I can count on you to give your “macho” advice whenever I’m confused or distressed about something. I’ve worked with you on so many projects, its no wonder that I enjoy tackling problems with you. Haha, still remember the Hot Date eh? Thanks for being my bro man!

Peter Ooi – OOOOOI! Haha, dude, its been an awesome two years knowing you man! Honestly, your kinda like the antidote to the world’s confusion and torment. Everytime I need to look for someone to tell me everything’s alright, I know you would be the best choice. Even without all we’ve done, you’re such a great person, I’m sure you’ll grow up to become a politician or something like that. Man, thanks for being such an awesome bro!

Si Jun – CHINAMAN! I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry, I couldn’t resist! ;P Haha, dude, you know I love being around you! You’re such an awesome friend, who never fails to cheer me up. Don’t stop smiling my friend, its your secret superpower that makes you such a good person to many.Being your friend is really meaningful to me, cos you’re one of the few people who I can trust with anything. Thanks for your broship man!

Luke Ho – SKYWALKER! Haha, I know I can be such an irritation sometimes, but I really do cherish our friendship. It’s been an awesome time so far being your bro, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did. Thanks for always staying cool and staying an inspiration for me to calm down and find my passion in life. I’m sure you’ll grow up and find your balance between dance and career , but lovelife man. Thanks for the awesome broship!

Jeremy Seow – eh seow! haha, you’re one of my more constant friends since last year, and it’s been really enriching knowing you. Though you’re full of stories, you never cease to put a smile on my face. We’re like total juxtaposition man, but like you said “you’re my “best-est” friend”, or one of them at least. thanks for being you! carry on the broship!

Wen Quan – WEN QUAN! Man, you’re quite literally the guy I can fall back on anytime. Thanks for being an awesome chat buddy and for always making me feel better each day. Sitting in front of you was one of the the best things that happened this Semester, and I’m real proud to be your friend. Thanks for all that you’ve done bro!

Jeremy Tang - EH TANG! It’s been awesome knowing you so far along man! Thanks for being such a great companion and for being a motivation for me to keep moving forward despite difficulties. Your ideas and thoughts never fail to amaze me, but all the same, keep me laughing. Thanks for being my bro!

Marcus Tan - Hey bro, I remember we got off to a rough start, but getting to know you has been a real privelege. Thanks for always being the voice I need to heed when I sidetrack a bit, and for in your own way, keeping me focussed. You’re an awesome Secretary/leader, and working with you has been a real honour. Thanks for being my bro man!

Fen Yit - Had you gotten Facebook, I would have tagged you, but anyways, thanks for being a great companion. Gym, Rock and Girls, have been our favourite topics and  I always enjoying talking with you about anything under the sun.  Thanks for always motivating to try harder for my fitness and for pushing me forward. You’ll sure go far in your life, and oh good luck with Winona! Bros man!

Nevin - NEVIN RAJEN! Thanks for being such a great gym buddy and comical friend! Haha, you’re one random dude, but being your bro, is a great honour for me. Keep on Smiling bro!

Thanh - VIETNAM! Thanks for always helping me with my pull – ups and all! Haha, you’re sure to grow up to become a successful man, and I jsut want you to know to knowing you was a great experience for me. Have fun in Singapore while you can eh bro!

Minh - MINH! How I Met Your Mother says it all man! Our experience together was LEGENDARY! Thanks for always staying cool and for teaching me to enjoy life as it is! Bros for life man!

To the rest of my class:

Chris Law, Chris Ong, Erwin, Jerald Cham, Karthik, Kevin, Nat Kon, Markus, Marshall, Michael, Nguyen, Nicholas Editha, Khoa, Ray, Gabriel , Yohanes

You know I love you guys, thanks for being such awesome classmates and for being the glue thatt sticks us all together. Viva la 432 eh?

To My Tutors!

Mr and Mrs Lim – Thanks for being such friendly and receptive teachers. It’s been a real privelege being under your guidance and all, and I’d jsut like to say that I would never forget all that you’ve done for us.

Mr Kwang, Mr Poon, Mrs Lee, Ms Soh, Mrs Cheng, Ms Leong, Mr Gregory, Mr Teo, Mr Goh, Mrs Meenal, Thanks for being such awesome subject tutors and for never giving up on me! I will do my best for my O’s!

That’s it for 432. Now on to the rest of the batch!

It’s Time (Overall.Scouts’09)

I’ve always intended to do this before our O Levels, probably during Thanksgiving Week this year, but I’m coming to the realisation that I would probably be intensely studying then, and I’d like to make best use of my time to do this now.

So, this is my Thanksgiving/End of Year 2009 Post.

2009 has been weird for me. Frankly, I’ve had more fun during 2007-2008, but 2009 has made my life more fulfilled. I’ve found myself discovering new friendships,  new pursuits and new innovations. My life has suddenly been turned over as I realise its my O Level year, which is scary not because I am scared of not performing well, but rather because I really do not know what I want to be when I grow up.

I am what they call “The Jack of all Trades, Master of None”

A good relative of mine once told me that his life was as such as well, and he couldn’t go far as he really didn’t fit in anywhere. It’s indolent that this happens to me, but I’m thankful because I finally am thinking hard about what I want to be when I grow up. Producer? Aviation? Innovative Technology?

2009 has also challenged and created many friendships. I can’t count on my fingers the number of friends I have found and I really do thank God everyday for them.

My Family has also come through for me a lot this year, supporting me with my Stand Up Project, Chief Commissioner Award and even my Birthday Bash. I’ve grown much closer to them and its a refreshing feeling.

I’ve managed to rack up quite a few accomplishments, which I am humbled to be selected for, like the NYAA Silver, Chief Commissioner Award, Scholarship and more. 2009 has proven to be me that even without posts, levels, or heirachy, one can excel and exceed capabilities to acheive his best. It’s also shown me that people you trust to take up responsibility can have a lapse in responsibility and that leadership is so flexible, that making use of its flexibility is the best way to move on.

Change and Thought have been two of my themes for this year. As those who read my posts would know, I like to theme each year at the end to sort of put an epigrammatic title to it. I’ve been very indulged in my research and pursuit of knowledge in the way society functions, people think and behave as well as how the world changes. There’s been a lot of change in my life as well, one of them being the movement from a multi faceted life , to one just focussed on my O Levels now. Even our principal has changed.

With that, I’d like to thank the following people for having such an important and large impact on my life:

God- There’s no way I can’t put him first. I’m born Christian but I never wanted to accept Christiany till I explored my life with him. I’m still in the journey honestly, trying to find myself in Christ, but I’ve accepted him a long time back as the sole saviour.  He’s never failed to show me what he’s capable of, and surprising me with his humour sometimes. At the same time, he knows how to make you feel the pinch when you stray and make you understand what he’s trying to do. The beauty of his ways is really remarkable.

My Family – First off, hats off to Dad and Mom for being there for me no matter what. It’s kinda weird being the eldest son, cos you’re the experimental one. But it’s such an exhilirating experience once your folks start letting go and understanding. They’ve really shown me how blood runs thicker than water and that family always comes first. Ronak and Rovina, my two sibs, thanks for being such great companions.  Questions, Curiosities and thrill make me wake up from my self-possessed depression always and remind me to “lovelife”.

My Friends

I don’t really keep best friends, I do have close friends, but no best friends. So the order of how I affirm my friends is by my memory. You’ll see the trend I guess.

Imran – God, dude, it’s 4 years already man. I remember those stupid days in Sec 1, those confusing days in Sec 2, those power packed days in Sec 3 and finally these memorable days in Sec 4. You know, no matter how stupid each of us get, or how much we argue, we always remember we’re bros, and that really shows me what true broship is about. Scouts or no Scouts, we’ve been through a lot together, and rest assured, I won’t be able to forget you when I leave SJI.  If we’re going on to Ventures, then its another 2 years of knots, poles and songs.  Thanks for being my Friend, Imran.

Selva – Haha Bro, you’re another long time friend. Well we weren’t really close in Sec 1 but after Sec 2 , we started working together more, and it’s been fun being with you man. Haha, you’re the only person who knows everything that happens with me , and that’s quite a huge thing to carry. But, just as I try to be there for you, you’ve always been there for me, and though I rarely say it, I’m really grateful. We’ve all had our ups and downs, and we’ve been through most of them together. Bro, you were my first step into the world of flirting, and look at me now! Haha. Shucks, leaving SJI doesn’t mean we forget each other eh bro?

Jeremy Phua – Brudder! Alright, you’re hands down the most selfless man I’ve met. You know, I really try not to bother you, but I know whenever I need help, I can always turn to you. You’re such a good friend to talk to, and to work with, its no surprise you were SPL.  Haha, writing these affirmations makes me think of old memories, and I still remember that time you tested my “initiative and friendship” by pretending to tie your shoelaces to see if I would carry the bamboo. Brings back laughter man. Like I’ve always said, Love ya Man. (In a totally platonic sense)

LIUGEWEI! – Haha, G-Man. You know to be honest, I was uncomfortable around you till Sec 3 as well, but man, I don’t regret becoming your friend. Broship with you is one adventure after another, and you’re an inspiration for standing strong despite criticism. I’ve never told you this, but I really am proud to be your friend, because I enjoy being a Scout, not because of the activities, but because of the people I do it with. Don’t play too much with ahem ahem, but anyways, hope to see ya in Ventures, if not, then maybe some time later after SJI.

Santosh C. – DUDE! Haha, it’s been an awesome experience being both in the same class and in Scouts with you. Whenever I need help, you’re always willing to help and its such a blessing to know I have friends I can lean on. We’ve gone through a lot bro, and our friendship extends beyond just the school, to daily escapades and our inside jokes.  Man, thanks for being my friend!

Wei Kiat – Haha, I still blame myself for persuading you to join Scouts, telling you that there would Girl Guides everywhere. But I never regret befriending you, cos each moment I spend with you, I really do enjoy myself. Your duplicity is so amusing and enriching because not only are you ridiculous , but at times you surpass me in maturity and thought. Your capricious nature is very refreshing and I enjoy being your friend, and I hope you enjoy vice versa.

Lim Jiang - LJ! Haha we’ve worked together since Sec 2 UTC, WHERE WE RACKED UP BEST PATROL 2007! haha, i remember sean chee told me that I should stick around people like you and Joe Wei more often cos you’re more likely to go far. The thing is, even if Sean Chee hadn’t said that, I would have stuck by you anyway cos being your friend is really one heck of an adventure. I think we both know that our friendship doesn’t just in Scouts, but even transcends into music, sports and more. I really a grateful to be your friend man! Thanks!

Theodore – SECRETARY! Haha, I think our friendship really can’t be put in words. I’ve enjoyed all the time I’ve spent ebign your friend, talking about bullshit and still enjoying ourselves. Your magnanimous personality is very coheisve with so many people, and I truly admire your gift of always staying happy. Congrats on your CCA! And thanks for being my friend bro!

Gerald Chan – Haha, it’s been great knowing you so far man. I always find it easy talking to you and the advice you give never fails to persuade me to keep going on. I miss those bus rides, because we really share such a common ground that my friendship with you is very blessed. Thanks for always being my friend!

Oo Guolin – DUDEEE! Haha, bro, you’re one of my more special friends. It’s always nice talking to you, cos you remain so casual yet maintain a strong and mature persona. PLTC with you was awesome and I’ve worked with you for so many events , I’d be surprised if I didn’t know how you work anymore. Thanks for being my friend man!

Matthias - Chinese Brother! Aiya, nuff said for you. We both work together like yin and yang, or something like that. I enjoy being in your company and your stale and slapstick humour. We’ve really been through a lot, and I cannot imagine us moving apart man. Real proud to be the friend of Bboy Green. Thanks Man!

Nicholas Loo – You finally don’t owe me money eh? Haha, it’s been awesome working with you man, ever since Sec 1. I’ll alwways remember Nicholas Loo and the Rocking Chocolate Factory, and I hope we still continue our friendship long after bro. I never regret a day spent with you and I guess I’ve really learnt how to rock on from you. Thanks for being my friend man!

Marcus Teow and Zi Ran – DUDES! Dolphin Patrol has been awesome with you guys. I don’t regret ever getting you guys in my patrol cos it’s been so fun and an adventure trying to improve the patrol with your help. Thanks for always being there when I need you guys, and for standing strong. Proud to have you as my bros.

The rest of my level, it’s been awesome 4 Years with you guys. After stepping down, I hope our friendships do not break. Blood , Sweat and Tears for Pelandok eh? We’ve finally done it, and we can leave with a smile on our face. of course, if you can come back for Round 2, eh?

Stacey, Andreas, Anthony, Adithya, Shi Ming, Emmanuel, Gui Liang, Sadiq, Thang, Le Fa, Kesigun, Marcus Siow, Caleb, Yash, thanks for being such great friends and bros. Scouts O9 eh?

Marcus Png, Reuben, Sean Chee, Matthew Khoo, Aravind, Darren, Shannon Tay,Matthew Lim, Rubegan, Naveen, Lu Zhi, Nicholas Chan, Shannon Yong, Jia Lei, Leonard, Joshua Goh, thanks for being great seniors as ventures and rovers. I guess people don’t say that much to you guys, but your guidance is much appreciated.

Of course, who can forget Mr Gregory, Mr Kwang, Mr Chua, Mr Tan, Ms Leong, Ms Woo, Mr Malcolm Tan, Jun Ren – Thanks for being supporting teachers and leaders in the unit and always being there for advice!

That ends the Scout Component. 2 More to go.

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